Who’s to blame ?

I blamed him for everything

for my failures

for my trauma

for my past

and for my future that is to come.

My success he will not have

for I will not give

not even to myself.

I told myself it is his fault

all that has happened

the damaged done

the broken heart

unable to trust.

the good has gone away

the bad had come to stay

I am stuck

stuck

stuck

stuck

in a fragile state.

he

He

HE

he did that to me.

he did what he did

it is his fault

he did that to me

but it is my fault

for not

not

not

letting

letting

letting

GO.

 

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